Do it to Make Him Proud

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“So whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.”

-1 Corinthians 10:31 (NLT)

As I think and pray everyday about what I’m going to do with my future, I find myself hurting more and more. With all that I do, I wish to make my parents proud and I want them to see me as their hardworking daughter who is trying her best to figure things out and make something of herself. I currently go to school online in a wonderful university, but in my case, wanting to earn a living by gaining a degree in visual arts is not something I can achieve online. That would mean that I would have to travel all the way to Virginia from New York, and I’ve grown so close to the Hudson Valley, that I could not consider anywhere else home but here. Deep in my heart, I don’t want to leave. I want to stay here, and I pray for this every day.

As God continues speaking to me, he is revealing to me more and more that he is listening. He hears the desires of my heart and knows all my thoughts. It doesn’t matter what anyone else says and what anyone else thinks. You are beloved and you are a child of a King. He has called you redeemed and has made you new. Focus on him first, and everything else will all fall into place. Do everything that you do now, tomorrow, and in the rest of your days, to the glory of God. It’s becoming more clear to me, and it has me more at peace. When I see the look of disappointment in someone’s face when I tell them my dreams and my goals and what I am trying to do to obtain them, don’t let it affect you to the point of not doing those things! It may hurt, when you see their disappointment, and it may even deter you from even moving forward in your plans, but don’t do it. If you have a dream, a passion, and a goal, speak out those desires to your father so he may hear them. And do it all to your Heavenly Father’s glory, to make HIM proud.

Under God’s Umbrella

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“That’s my parting gift to you. Peace. I don’t leave you the way you’re used to being left—feeling abandoned, bereft. So don’t be upset. Don’t be distraught.”

-John 14:27 (The Message)


If you’re like any human that has ever step foot on this Earth, you must then know that life is not the easiest, and can be really difficult at times. You have financial instability, overwhelming school work, unfaithful friends and lovers, heartbreaks, addictions, sickness, and everything else that is named in the book.

Now think about what or who you go to in times like these. Yes, friends and family are good to go to for advice and comfort, but what if they aren’t available or able to help you with a specific problem that you are facing in your life? They might just be in the same boat as you! You need someone who is holding the umbrella in your life storms. You need someone even higher and more powerful.

God offers us peace and protection , but that does not mean that troubling times aren’t promised. Yes, we can be the most devoted follower of Christ, but still have a raging storm around us! These storms are to remind you of your own helplessness and to remind you that you have someone mighty that wants you to recognize that he is above all and he is able to guide you through it all.

God provides us with a peace that no one can ever be capable of offering us. His peace is everlasting and is already in front of our faces and under our noses, all we have to do is reach out and take it. Pray that God fills you with his spirit of peace in the the storm that you are facing today. Make God the one holding your umbrella in this storm today, tomorrow, and forever more.

You don’t have to worry any more.

God has you under his umbrella.

Love and Blessings,

Kat A.

Being Blinded by our Human Desires

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“The boys grew up. Esau became an expert hunter, an outdoorsman. Jacob was a quiet man preferring life indoors among the tents. Isaac loved Esau because he loved his game, but Rebekah loved Jacob.

 One day Jacob was cooking a stew. Esau came in from the field, starved. Esau said to Jacob, “Give me some of that red stew—I’m starved!” That’s how he came to be called Edom (Red).

 Jacob said, “Make me a trade: my stew for your rights as the firstborn.”

 Esau said, “I’m starving! What good is a birthright if I’m dead?”

 Jacob said, “First, swear to me.” And he did it. On oath Esau traded away his rights as the firstborn. Jacob gave him bread and the stew of lentils. He ate and drank, got up and left. That’s how Esau shrugged off his rights as the firstborn.” 

-Genesis 25:27-34 (The Message)


I encourage you to read this passage over once more. Okay, did you do it? Okay, now do it once more. Read this until you truly understand and until it starts resonating deep within your spirit. It took me a couple of reads to truly understand the point of this story. It’s very powerful once your mind grasps the meaning behind what is truly going on behind this story.

To summarize what happened here, Esau did something very foolish and gave up his birthright to satisfy a temporary satisfaction, in which case is the lentil stew that Jacob was preparing for supper. Our lives can reflect Esau’s actions in such a deep and realistic level if you think about it. Many times, we become blinded to the consequences that may rise up down the road once we stand face to face with our fleshly desires.

Once a temptation blocks our passageway in our walk of righteousness, we can be easily drawn in and deviate from our path, our main focus, and goal: Having an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ and being able to enter the Kingdom of God! As we go through our daily walk, pray and ask the Holy Spirit to guide your footsteps, so you don’t stray away from your path. Meditate on God, and make him the center of your universe; draw near to him and his word.

Don’t be foolish like Esau and fall for a fleeting and temporary satisfaction, rather, think about how it may affect your walk with Christ and how it may or may not benefit you as you try to live a Godly life and obey his good law!

Love and Blessings,

Kat A.